JOANA

I never saw someone so.. like me.
and im just not good at nothing,and im soulless , i don't have any friend or nothing, i don't even believe in me, but i believe in others, and when i see someone dying i get sadder.
God, what the hell am i saying ?
i beat my head against the
walls , i try to kill myself, but the true is that i still have hope...
When i was a baby i wanted a be a police to save people and die for them.
I still have that way of thinking and all i really know to do is help people and die for them.
And i will not just act like nothing is happening.
And i will help you , even if i have to die for that.
You helped me and i will help you.